poetry allows me to purge and process. its how I breathe.
Lord, have mercy on Me,these walls keep shaking,you keep shaking me,keep smoking out the rooms, my lungs
what can I say? Love, in its fragments,has stripped me thin, left me with glass shards,across chest which had already been bleeding,wound upon wound,Tormenting me, left me searching,outside of myself,wondering if my insides were enough,glass shards, scraping my cheeks,gouging my eyes, eyes, bleeding for love,looking, like the romantic I am,never seeking,just looking, knowing,Knowing of more in my […]
the bones in my body,take beatings from Sun and Moon,Songs and Burns,moulding me into shapes unexpected,Scarring me,Leaving me thick Skinned,To Grow back Anew,Stronger, Darker,But with Raw flesh underneath,This vista of Feelings,everything between the stars and the edges of our Dreams,How vast my Emotions flow,How they sing even over Rivers, How there are whole Bodies of water,Waters […]
The Nights spin Silk,Spiderwebs across my Eyes,make me See Unclearly,Momentarily,Makes me see Blurry ,for sometimes Love Clouds my Judgement,The Silk that is Spun across hearts,the One that Flirts in Joy of Love, But it is Love that brings me Back,The Devotion of Self,The Devotion to Child Me,The One who Suffered at the hands of the […]
I keep praying to God,to fill the Gaps,These Spaces which could eat me whole,These Gaps which eat my Peace,These Absences,This Endless Void,Where Peace could Live,Where Love should’ve been:from Blood that formed my flesh Where I create Love now, But still there are these spaces in Time,Lotus flowers Strangling the Space,Strangling the Time,Alien,Sitting upon the Surface,Upon […]
this yellow, red, flowers of amberburnstrickles over as if pollen,staining the skin and any object it touches, like a vampire,leaving its teeth in skin,leaving the blood to leak from the site of shock,from the site of the bite,leaves it pink and purple,like bruise marks, in unexpected places,found later,during the hunt, the blue lagoons,the waters of Dark […]
and I Awaken,In Her Spirit that has not Forgotten Me,her people remember me,the waters continue to feed me,Clean me Out as if I’m their daughter,I am their Daughter,Daughter of Father Sun, His Princess Sun Provider,The One who gave Light to our Homes, so the Sun now continues to feed me,I am not suffering in the […]
Love,and its Pains,Its Sting mightier than the Others,The Bee,and how it Punctures deep,Leaves its Pinchers in Flesh,Leaves me Bloodied,Black, Yellow, Maroon,Different stages in the Bruising of the Heart,Different marks left from different People,Imprints, Moulded: in memories, words, places,Whole timelines just splattered,Blood stains my Eyes, The Walls, Weeping,I am tired,Stinging. Stung.
heart pained in every corner of itself,this soft, tender, piece of myself,that aches,that keeps shedding up its self to purify,to sanctify the waters,these lagoons of sweet water, cleaning me of all that isn’t mine,of the density of europe,the land of sins and blood,of war and hell,a place so disconnected from truth,where there is no wild tree […]
Here it is again,This Crushing GriefThat has me Disabled,That leaves me Hanging like a Dead Body, Hanging,here I am Again.Upside Down,A Hang Man, Cut Up, in between Home and Land,that does not Belong to me,It Hurts so cold, Cold deep into my Bone Marrow,It’s like they’ve Cursed my Flesh,My Skin, with goosebumps, Piercing me with every Moment,The […]