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the light illuminates truth clearly, moonlight sweetens the heart,the tongues upon which these prayers were asked from, luna llena, dios, me ayuda,make the heart stronger, make it

DECAPITATION love has decapitated me over and overand rebuilt me,to be the Sun that glows,more brightly than any other Star, Even when all the light had vanished from the Sky,and safety was snatched from my Bones,when they stole my Light from me, hid it in dark places,even when they had mutilated my Mouth from my […]

and god knows how the pink parts of me, the parts that make up my skin. The epithelial layer of me also still sings love, She still Believes, how even now,  how i’m enveloped in  with the love that is laced, that is sewn into my tapestry, this skin of mine, this body, this cuerpo […]

In everytime Lifetime,you will Find meyou said to me, the last time, so I will wait,whilst I turn myself into GoldWhere I fight my Nafs, in betterment,of my Beloved,So that we May Walk Together,In the Name of God,In the name of my Beloved,I will wait, in all that is ,In all that will Be, I […]

Lord, have mercy on Me,these walls keep shaking,you keep shaking me,keep smoking out the rooms, my lungs 

what can I say? Love, in its fragments,has stripped me thin, left me with glass shards,across chest which had already been bleeding,wound upon wound,Tormenting me, left me searching,outside of myself,wondering if my insides were enough,glass shards, scraping my cheeks,gouging my eyes, eyes, bleeding for love,looking, like the romantic I am,never seeking,just looking, knowing,Knowing of more in my […]

the bones in my body,take beatings from Sun and Moon,Songs and Burns,moulding me into shapes unexpected,Scarring me,Leaving me thick Skinned,To Grow back Anew,Stronger, Darker,But with Raw flesh underneath,This vista of Feelings,everything between the stars and the edges of our Dreams,How vast my Emotions flow,How they sing even over Rivers, How there are whole Bodies of water,Waters […]

The Nights spin Silk,Spiderwebs across my Eyes,make me See Unclearly,Momentarily,Makes me see Blurry ,for sometimes Love Clouds my Judgement,The Silk that is Spun across hearts,the One that Flirts in Joy of Love, But it is Love that brings me Back,The Devotion of Self,The Devotion to Child Me,The One who Suffered at the hands of the […]

I keep praying to God,to fill the Gaps,These Spaces which could eat me whole,These Gaps which eat my Peace,These Absences,This Endless Void,Where Peace could Live,Where Love should’ve been:from Blood that formed my flesh Where I create Love now, But still there are these spaces in Time,Lotus flowers Strangling the Space,Strangling the Time,Alien,Sitting upon the Surface,Upon […]

this yellow, red, flowers of amberburnstrickles over as if pollen,staining the skin and any object it touches, like a vampire,leaving its teeth in skin,leaving the blood to leak from the site of shock,from the site of the bite,leaves it pink and purple,like bruise marks, in unexpected places,found later,during the hunt, the blue lagoons,the waters of Dark […]