After all the relentless trauma,
The suffering which took any shape and colour it could get hold of in my body,
The suffering which took any shape and colour it could get hold of in my body,
A battle ground in my brain,
A warchestra of pain emanating from my eyes,
Tears which had formed lakes inside of me,
I had literally become a volcano holding all of my sorrows,
Bubbling under the surface ,
Now all extinguished
After the course of 9 months,
A birth has occured,
I am reborn,
In ways I never thought I could,
Every single limb of mine rejoices,
Every sensation I experience tingles,
Atoms dancing inside of me,
I wake up in such joy ,
It is so ridiculous , that I am this happy,
That life gifts me all of this ,
That my reality has gone through a washing machine ,
I have been spun around so much,
I feel clean and light,
Like Im floating,
I have forgiven everything,
Accepted everything,
Grieved , and transformed what was danger into safety,
My body is Safe once more,
She trusts me now,
Oh Love,
Darling Life,.
My dear God who I prayed to as a Child,
How can I thank you ?
This universe burnt me through and through, over and over,
Scars I thought I could never recover from,
Yet now,
I am on my knees,
In worship,
Of all that is around me
I am so happy