tranquiliser could be injected into flesh,
could drown your senses to a halt,
but would not come close to how set in stone but so fluid this love is,
its as if the blinders have come down, the curtains sprung open,
the third veil has been lifted,
now all to experience this generosity of life,
this expanding feeling of pure joy and deep sadness,
looking back at a past life, a time that seems further away than anything,
I now jolt down all that is frivelous,
looking into a window of thoughts,
expressions made with hand gestures and long stares,
and glinting eyes and collosal stories that fill the room,
with almost a cloud of imagination and narrative,
I feel emotion now with full chest,
full creative commotion not focused on one or the other,
more so an onslaught of the entire spectrum,
I breathe one way and tears seep through another,
I understand that this is living for me now,
never thought i’d see the sight of streets,
never thought the screams would stop,
but yet even cancerous beings could not poison this timeline,
slowly I am gaining freedom
I love and I cry a lot.