Dear God,
Why does my Heart not Stop Burning?
The Sun keeps throwing Colour, its Yellow, Reds and Orange burning,
Its relishing Heat,
Theres a Warfare, and now the Site of the War has been cleared,
Its been a few years, a Year,
Somehow it’s calmer,
But I keep digging Coffins of Memories,
Unearthing the Bodies of the Younger Me,
that Got caught in the Aggression,
They come to Taunt me,
My tears fall,
A Phantom Hurting,
of a Loss of People’s Love that never truly existed,
Abuse , Love, all the Same?
Thats what they Said to Me.
And as for the Loves Lost in my Life,
Why does it still hurt?
Have I not accepted? Sure, no?
Have I not sent enough love?
Have I not wished well God?
Have I not asked in Ceremony, in Prayer, in Rtiual,
Have I not prayed for Help?
Have I not still displayed enough Love and Understanding at the Alter,
Have I not taken understanding?
Let me be Released,
of this Torment,
I am over it.