I used to run close to you
Never a day have I not thought about you
Felt your presence growing closer
Running from the devil I can
But running from you?
You are inevitable
I am not afraid of the act itself
Rather rhe consequences
Of seeing my Lord
Head bowed down in prostration
In front of my lord I see
Naked bare
My sins
Weighed upon a scale
Which measures whether I have been good of a person to enter heaven
Or I have been sinning so much I am blind
See my dad said you cant just be good anymore
That in this world you cant just ve good anymore
You have to be great
See I used to run beside you
Used to run beside you
While yearning for your taste
Before I realised you were forbidden
Am I sinning when I yearn from you
To take this pain away
Am I sinning
To learn tgat I used to crave death more than life
Because see life was destroyibg me
My lungs collapsed from this heavy breathing
This heaving,
This toxic air I felt bleeding into my skull
I wanted to die
See God says that he never gives you anything that you can’t cope with
But Lord Oh lord do you not see
That I can’t breathe
That this is destroying me
Lord why are you doing this to me
Am I sinnint for questioning your Might
Your beauty.
I used to want to know thw taste of you Oh death
But
Now
I do not crave you
Only fear you
For you are coming