Come find me in the depths of my ocean,
Salty water drowning me,
Jet black hair, in knots, lay stray on the sand
My honey like skin, under water
I am drowning,
Come find me in the depths of my ocean,
Find me in my rawness,
When I am naked,
Analyse my body, in all its beauty
All that I was told to hide behind , to cover up
Find solace in me,
Make my back arch,
Stretch me through and through,
My arms reaching,
Fingertips over bodies,
Find me in my lips
Come find me in the depths of my ocean,
Find me buckled over in nights where I wake from pain
Find me hair tied back over the toilet,
Vomiting, by myself,
Wiping my self over,
Find me when my pain drops me to my knees,
Are my sins being washed away?
When the doctor says they cannot do anymore?
That my uterus is broken,
That they want to place chemicals inside me to fix me
What sin did I get myself entangled in to deserve this?
I still a virgin remain,
But what sin did I do to deserve this?
Come find me in the depths of my ocean,
When the left temple of my skull decides to cause a fire
My eyes start flickering,
I was 6 when they started,
Blinding me, noises become heightened
Debilitating I cannot function
Come find me in the depths of my ocean,
When my heart bleeds,
When my eyes create an ocean full of sorrow
When the ache engulfs itself,
Come find me in the depths of my ocean,
When I am standing, when I am swimming..
I am no longer drowning.