Dear Deddy,
It will be nine years this October since you have have descended from this earthly world
Nine years this october, since the words ” how will I live without you ” left my cursed lips
And here I live, nine years on,
With flowers in my hair,
with your face imprinted in mine
A cast forever to show that you also walked this ground
That you also raised this little body of mine
That with the years that you washed into my eyes
You managed to create magnificence
A growing child of course
Encrypted with jewels that you left
Running on jade paved ground
Time reminds me
That the world will never stop
That even the weakest will strive through,
In the nine years you left
I also lost our mother,
But we both know she died along time before you did,
I hear she’s well,
In the ninth year,
The water has taken me from poison
And now I stand in sweetness
I arise with shock
That your child has fought against the impossible
I have danced with devils
Fought with unnatural forces
Even shared love with death
Trees now speak to me
Movement of branches allow me to see the barks of people
Cores seem to be broken as I
I don’t think I’m cracked anymore though