my Emotions dance through a Rollercoaster,
my Past dictates the Now,
despite being the Driver,
despite my Hand behind the Wheel,
I start everyday with Hope,
yet the aftermath of pain lingers in my Mouth like Breath,
and sets afire to everything in sight,
a Dragon,
I bring the water,
I bring the extinguisher,
I take God with Me,
I take my Past with me,
I say,
Help me clear this weight,
I say,
Ya Rabba, help me clear the Road,
there is an anchor thats gotten stuck through my Womb,
through the Heart of my Past,
I can’t unlock it,
and its Slicing me into pieces.