What just Happened?
The walls are Empty,
My eyes blank from all the Washing,
Ants can be seen walking in regiment in the corner of all the Walls,
Moss, plaguing the floor,.
Soft, warm under the soles of my Feet,
so I tread lightly,
As if a bomb could erupt at any moment,
Is this Fear?
Or Preparation?
What has happened here?
I am still walking,
I don’t know why.
I lost my toes,
The antennas to my being,
Not sure what has happened here.
Not sure why the sky is painted Pink,
On other days Red,
I Smile at my People, they reflect Love back to me,
As if everything is Normal,
As if my World didn’t just Collapse,
and the Stars didn’t spit out my most closest loves out of this dimension and into the Other,
As if this story of Collapse hasn’t been one of a Lifetime,
A Lifetime, of Confusion,
Of begging God to bring Mercy to my Feet,
Nothing has made sense for a Long time,
Nothing,
Then I remember the Hearts of My People,
Their beauty in Being,
I am Starry Eyed,
Confused.
Lost,
Yet Found.