I have all this pain inside of me,
Not knowing where to put it,
Or what God wants from me
My whole life has been an act of me having to let go
Of those who I love the most
And those that don’t love me.
This movement of Grief,
Flows through me like rivers searching for their sister’s,
Meandering between different bodies of water,
I am swallowing my breath,
Gasping for Water,
Whilst it forces itself through me,
Trying to find the Ocean,
I want my siblings.
God, Water-Body,
May the Moon come and sing this water out of me,
Lay me to rest,
and Cleanse me of this Hurt.
My Tank of Tears is like a Well
it comes deep from the Earth of Me,
Maybe there is an accidental Rupture in the Skies,
A cloud that got attached to my Insides,
I keep Raining,
Dear God, Water -Body,
The Flood is here,
and I am seeking your eyes to close me Shut,
Let me Sleep,
God – Water – Body – Moon