poetry allows me to purge and process. its how I breathe.
Water Purges pain out of my Eyes,My Body Limp, tired from all this Inner Work,In Grief, the Water heavy from taking on my Memory, I begin to Remember,The Pause has Come,I am finally out of SurvivalBut Now the Work Begins,Memories unpacking their Suitcases,Opening up whole periods of Time,a Time where all there was, was CalamityA Suffering […]
There is Hope lighting up my Life ahead of Me,A Life I could never even Dream of,There are Divine Flowers which bloom in front of Me,The Sweet Orange Nectar flourishing inside my Minds Eye,Trickling down my Face,Onto Tongue, nurturing my Mouth,Feeding me Growth through Red Hues of Hell,Through the shades of Golden Yellow which Glow, […]
my Mouth has been emptied of Words I feel Flat Emotions at a Halt, The House has come to a Standstill, Where should my Eyes Look? How can I Unsee? the Oblivion is baffling. I am Baffled. Disappointed. Stunned. Body needs to keep Moving. I cannot Break Now. I am already too Broken. Already Shattered, […]
the Blue Moonlight has Shone itself upon my Window,There is light in the Building,This Moment right Here,and there are Flowers growing in the Place of where Lamps on Wallpaper should be,Flowers: growing, morphing, unravelling, blooming,Flowers flowing like Confetti,Blossoms, pink and soft – white,As if there is a Birth. There is a Cot,A Calm blue in […]
Playgrounds of Clouds, All parading the Skies today, A Remembrance of what is Light and Blue, What is Real. They ground Me, these Therapists, Remind me of my Potential where I cannot, theres Something in their Work, that Ease me out of my Discomfort, these Tunnels of Hurt which span far and wide across, Across […]
I wonder why I Ache, As if my World hasn’t forcibly been Cracked right through it’s Centre, As if the Baby hasn’t been snatched from the Womb, As if my Life hasn’t been robbed from Me, But is it a Robbing, if i didn’t have it in the first place?
my sore heart exposed, doused in alcohol once again, the burning brews, ferments upon flesh, raw, bubbling up the harshness, how it burns, How i’m burning again, the oil scorching the skin, flesh raw, I am hurting. This hurts. and I want to scream. I am screaming, the clouds still part from the blue in […]
Fear comes and sucks the life out of Me,Like a Dementor chasing me, They have chased me across the World Physically, Obsessively, Stalking me, even when I was in Solitude. Hidden away, forced out of Sight,Ran me out through even the realms of Emotion and Spirit,Where I had to question myself and sanity, Yet my […]
It is my Pain that Widows me from my Life, my Past, a Wrestling Ground from which I continue to try release myself from, A Mighty Death grip, Neck, suffocating Me, Like my Death an how it tries to Chase me out of the Living, Finds it’s way leaking as if squid ink, onto foreign […]
sweet Ambrosia, coated in saffron and pistachio, Drips onto my Tongue, an Evening Desert, now being served as Breakfast, I am sweetened, Holy, like the glowing Amber of the Mango Sun dawning on my skin, Its embers Drenching me for the Summer, I Transform, in Colour and Spirit, my Inner Body unshaping itself, morphing itself, […]