poetry allows me to purge and process. its how I breathe.
my sore heart exposed, doused in alcohol once again, the burning brews, ferments upon flesh, raw, bubbling up the harshness, how it burns, How i’m burning again, the oil scorching the skin, flesh raw, I am hurting. This hurts. and I want to scream. I am screaming, the clouds still part from the blue in […]
Fear comes and sucks the life out of Me,Like a Dementor chasing me, They have chased me across the World Physically, Obsessively, Stalking me, even when I was in Solitude. Hidden away, forced out of Sight,Ran me out through even the realms of Emotion and Spirit,Where I had to question myself and sanity, Yet my […]
It is my Pain that Widows me from my Life, my Past, a Wrestling Ground from which I continue to try release myself from, A Mighty Death grip, Neck, suffocating Me, Like my Death an how it tries to Chase me out of the Living, Finds it’s way leaking as if squid ink, onto foreign […]
my Emotions dance through a Rollercoaster, my Past dictates the Now, despite being the Driver, despite my Hand behind the Wheel, I start everyday with Hope, yet the aftermath of pain lingers in my Mouth like Breath, and sets afire to everything in sight, a Dragon, I bring the water, I bring the extinguisher, […]
doused in gasolinic pain, I am suffering, selfishness and sadness a melting pot for this onslaught, why am I the canvas for this paint? was my love not real? or was my love fragile, half there, for suicide was at my doorstep, was my every waking moment, the ceiling covered in a black cloak, […]
my Being still sings the same Song, the Void into which I wake upon, I cannot unchoose it, though I try and wish to, I cannot unfeel it, despite days I pray to God to lift this weight off my morning Eyes, Where I throw a tantrum, and parade upon the ground, night after night, […]
Belly full, swollen in grief, Gathering up the month of discomfort in my Womb, My nerves agitated, Ants running across my chest, Shoulders heavy, Wondering what this all is, The blood will come and Bleed me out, Shed this last Cycle of Torment, The torment of friendships lost, Of a depression that never leaves […]
lingering light, a morning kiss, watching the sun illuminate the trees displaying all its roots in the sky, twigs, and death, its outlines, yet, it feels like a breath of spring, its near, you can feel it in the air, the cold stays, but there’s glimpses, warm moments, little glimmers, on the backdrop of icey […]
Time waits for noone, it keeps running Yet I seem to be stuck on a hook by accident, Somewhere in the timeline, Somewhere in the glitch, that echo of a moment, Something clawed me, back there, Their tongues, nails, voice swiped me like a wolf’s paw, Took the Skin off my Spirit Face, Left it […]
Is this it? Is this where I end? How can it be like this? How can this be it? My days never dry of Grey and Green, Always haunted by the emptiness in the white, All this, stuff, to now fill, All this sadness that lives in my body, suffering has taken hostage in […]